im chatting with dine now and we're talking bt my old blog.
sang at` @ 2:25 PMSunday, March 05, 2006
and at this pt of time, i feel a sudden lost.
wad has happened to all the memories ive been trying to keep?
the laughters and tears that chged my life?
the special ppl kept close to my heart?
its been destroyed. by ian. farkk.
she wldnt leave me alone, she didnt even care how much tt meant,
it didnt even matter to her that she's nt juz destroying the memories i had with her but the ones i had my whole entire secondary sch life! how much ive always wanted to keep em close to my heart.
she dosent understand. she wldnt.why?
my memory sucks. which is why in the 1st place i even had a blog.i read it every now and then and it nv fails to bring back memories and revive them.i smile, i laugh , i cry as i read the lines.my heart aches,my mind hurts as i feel the pain i felt back then..
wad are u doing ian? why?
u love me, but i loved you.
i tried to mk it easier fer u to forget the past but u didnt appreciate it.
i respected ur decision,agreed to be there fer u, yet u always took advantage of it
and when everything else dosent work fer u,
u tried to possess me,,make me cry along with u,prevent me from being with others,
destroy me,destroy my memories.
fuck you ian. fuck off fuck off fuck off.
ive been keeping this feeling inside me and finally i can lash it out.
the shock ive receieved been overwhelming the pain
and now that ive overcome it, it hurts so fucking much.
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